Dramatic month

many things happened. all are bad ones, not good at all. i think i dropped into a dark hole..like nothing can control in my hands. working is so stress that i keep doing mistakes even though i had try my best to complete every tasks...and being an aggressive employee is so important in this industry. i can't accept comments...but i have to treat it as advices for me in order to learn better..4 months to go...wishing i had strength to stand ><

something happened, through this...i could see who cares and who not. i'm feeling disappointed and upset that those who i care the most did not treat it seriously at all, including dad...how if i'm not here anymore...i can't even think of it. i just very down these days..i just can say i love my second brother...my gratefulness to him is indescribable...

bad lucks please go away..don't follow me please..i am tired already....

Gong Hei Fatt Choi

Time flies like jet. the pictures of last year's CNY are still fresh in my mind and I'm not ready to welcome the first day of CNY this year..no time for hair treatment, pedi and manicure...even leisure shopping. I just managed to grab a dress and sandals at cotton on, mv at night before the eve. yes, one piece only this year.

this year's CNY is kinda boring because some of the friends still at hometowns, then some have to back to their universities soon so the time isn't match and holiday is too short etc etc...so, besides my grandparents house and out for movie, i spend most of the time at home..become a lazy bug in my comfort room. oh yeah this is what i call....HOLIDAY! somehow more outings to come =) teehee